Another tagged for me:)

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A usual when it comes to tag..always my favourite game..(recentlyla)..thanx to k.lina...the person who is very the rajin to tag me...ahahaha...As always i'm not busy...just waiting for ami....plotting her project...huhu yer k.lina still tk abis lg..thesis dier..kene compile plak wat hardcover...Its ok kot..ader nmpk bayang2 dier nk lepas tuh:P...

1. Do you think you're hot?

hmmm..pk jap..eheehehe ...yeah long..long..long time ago...when i'm skinny...young...free hair...ahahaa...exspecially at the back part....guess which part?:P

2. Upload a fav pic of you?


3. Why do you like this pic?

Erm why eh?hehehe alot of people said that this pic potrays me as a very naughty young girl...and it is thru..i am naughty:)...Budak gemuk..yg masa kecik2 suker angkat tepon ahahaha...

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

Last month i guess...a friend's treat...because i helped her download a movie for her test...Artificial Intelligence<---------nt really my favourite movie pon...thanx to Atul:)

5. Last song you listened to?

Situasi by Bunkface<---ami's new favourite song...have to listen actually...because she keep repeating the same song for so many hours:)

6. What are you doing right now besides this?

Waiting for ami..tk abis plot lagi:P

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?

Hmmm.. i guess none...Nurainnie Ahmad<---------the best name i ever had until now..besides...its given by my mom and dad...so mmg tkde namer lain yg besh...cahaya mataku<---nk ape lagi?ehehehehe

8. People to tag:

1. k.lina(can i tag u again? ehehhee)
2. ami
3. sha(tktau thn biler dier nk notice i tagged her)
4. manusia 2ndhand(pls do the tag ok?)
5. intan

9. Who is no 1?

A friend that i know less than a month(eheh amik ayat akak balik)...yerp as she says mmg mcm dh kenal lame...mcm tk kesah nk citer paper..sorry kak kadang2 out of topic...really glad that i know her:)

10. Who is no 2?

My beloved sister, bestfriend...

11. Who is no 3?
A friend too...we have the same interest...knew her since 2005...4 yrs already sha...huhuh sgt lamer...

12. Who is no 4?
Seorg lelaki...seorg kwn..seorg pendengar yg setia...sgt byk membantu...tp kami tk pernah jumper hehehe..

13. Who is no 5?
seorg kwn sgt baik...dan kami tk pernah jumper juga:)

mode:sad

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speechless...i wish i could help you...but the truth is i cant....:(

The Birthday Gift

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A paper flower


The Birthday Gift

 

Hanging in my wardrobe

Is a dress, dream come true

It’s just the thing I wanted

All these years through.

 

It’s dress bought

With tons of love

From many miles,

It’s not the money

Which went in it but

The joy, the pleasure

And the smiles

 

I wore it for a short while,

Touching it with love and care,

But soon hung it back in a cupboard

For I didn’t want to be tempted

To wear. “cause it’s my…

“Birthday Gift”, which is just a..

Few months away.

 

But I do often want to see it

And make sure it’s there.

For it’s not really just a dress

It’s a whole lot more. The love,

The care, the sentiments, and

The devotion all speak through it.

Just to say…

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU”.

 

~Gitanjali

(Born in Meerut on 12th June 1961

Died in Bombay on 11th August 1977)



~This poem was wrote by Gitanjali…A young girl who died of cancer at the age of sixteen…this is not her only poem…All her poems been compiled,printed and published; “The poems of Gitanjali”..I found the copy from a secondhand bookstore at chowrasta bazaar, Penang…I read it..really touched me…my eyes full of tears…”The Birthday Gift” really touched me most deeply…Gitanjali never had a chance to wear her “Birthday Dress”. For just before she was to dress for her “Birthday Party” she collapsed and was driven away in an ambulance, never to return home again

Answer the question pls:)

5:44 PM Posted In Edit This 5 Comments »
I'm not sure whether this is tagged game or not..but i've got this from my sister through sms..so i guess kind of kool if i post it here..and anybody..pls answer it yeah:)..its gonna be fun:D

"If today is a world stealing day..what would u steal from me?"







Tagged.. ape tuh?

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    I've been tagged:)..



    Name: ninie

    Sisters: 1

    Brothers: 1

    Shoe size: 6  and 7

    Height: 163cm

    Where do you live: Tronoh Perak 

    Have you ever been on a plane: yes
    J. 

    Swam in the ocean: erm let me recall..aha yes a week after I quit my job..went for short a vacation to pangkor with ami
    J  

    Fallen asleep at school: yeah of course
    Broken someone’s heart: ahahahaa yeah so so many time as much as others broke my heart hmm

    Fell off your chair: ada kot:P..


    Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:hmm ade…end up the person never call..isk

    Saved e-mails: yup..from a special person..


    What is your room like: mcm tongkang pecah:D
    What’s right beside you:erm let me see..my mouse..handphone..my colorsplash:P..

    What is the last thing you ate: last night…nasi berlaukkan ayam masak merah:D
    Chicken pox: when i was  ten years old.. 

    Sore throat: hah ader kadang2


    Stitches: yeah ada…my ankle

    Broken nose: never

    Do you believe in love at first sight: ermm…50% yes 50% nope..
    Like picnics: yeah very much

    Who was/were…The last person you danced with: when I’m in kindergarden St Ronan Jalan Pahang..with my first crush Jason namer die:P

    Last made you smile: When I’ve been tagged by [sexyinred]

    You last yelled at: To my cat sumi…dh besar pon nk menyusu lagi..

    Today did you…

    Talked to someone you like: yes
    J…ami..talk on the phone je..

    Kissed anyone: Do cats count?ahahaha yes sumi..its a dry kiss ok..
    Get sick: yes heart sick been torn boleh tak?:P

    Talk to an ex: I wish I could..but I’m not going to talk la..but going to smack the person…ahaahaha


    Miss someone:Erm of course:D

    Who do you really hate: exes!


    Do you like your hand-writing: hate it very much..mcm budak tadika punyer handwriting

    Are your toe nails painted: nope

    Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: nobody
    What color shirt are you wearing now: red!

    Are you a friendly person: I don’t know yer and tak..ahahaha

    Do you have any pets: yes cats..sumi..putih…mona..noni..comot..ibu kucing..


    Do you sleep with the TV on: yes..everyday

    What are you doing right now: Bloggin' and watching tv
    Can you handle the truth: depends wht kind of truth…if about death erm I guess I can’t handle anymore death in my live kot..cukupla 2…
    Are you closer to your mother or father: nope


    Do you eat healthy: yeah
    J

    Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: TAKDE!
    If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: sleeping and eating a lot!

    Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet
    Are you confident: sometime..depends on situation jugak…

    5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

    • Still in school (SPM)
    • Playing netball a lot!
    • Hangout with friends a lot too..

    5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

    Buy all lomo cameras of course ehehehehe..yang lain mcm biase lah beli rumah..bwk mak ayah sumer g haji…etc


    5 of my bad habits:

    • Hangat2 taik ayamJ
    • Stubborn
    • Quiet
    • If I’m excited about something…I wont think anything else..
    • 24/7 infront of my laptop(surfin internet la eventhough dh tkde ape nk surf)


    5 places I’ve lived/living:
    (for the past 5 years)

    • Sri Iskandar
    • Bangsar
    • Setapak
    • Tronoh
    • Cheras

    5 people tagged:

  • sha
  • manusia seconhand
  • amadd
  • king
  • atun

seek no my heart..it has torn apart:(

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Seek Not My Heart

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.
~at the moment my heart... torn apart:(

Lomo Outing Perak-PartII

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Ini bkn gambar saya ini gambar incik Arip otai Holga:)

Ini adalah hari pertama kami outing di Ipoh..kenapa bertiga je?..sebab kami sampai awal:D...lokasi di Stesen keretapi Ipoh...Siapa di dalam gambar? okeh di tengah2 tuh incik Arip Otai Lomo..di sebelah kiri Lina [sexyinred] dia menggunakan Diana F+ juge otai:)...sebelah kanan ituhla saye ninie..Untuk lokasi ini malangnya filem saya sudah di develop tapi tk keluar apa2..saya sangat kecewa..filem yg slh atau saya? fikir-fikirkan:D

Lomo Outing-Perak Part 1

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waterfall series 1


waterfall series 2


waterfall series 3



waterfall series 4

Lina n sha



sha n amadd

bendera or mbi?


Kereta


mereka2 di memory lane Ipoh


erk..


Ford


Leather bags and lina's Diana F+


sha n lina..

Okeh...ini entry utk 'Lomo Outing-Perak Part 1'...saya tersesat..saya tidak gunakan lomo...kerana mula2 saya tidak bersedia..tetapi biler dh bersedia kamera lomo pula tidak boleh digunakan erti kata lain colorsplash saya sudah rosak:(...Saya masih suka lomo..saya masih mahu lomo..saya rindu lomo:D...Lomo Outing nih adalah rombongan sha n rakan2..mereka telah disambut oleh saya ehehe dan Arip[lomografer otai]:D...sha dan rakan2 juga otai2 belaka..saya berasa segan dan malu ahahaha...Tapi saya tidak peduli:P...Okeh gambar2 diatas adalah merupakan cubaan saya menggunakan slr buruk yg amat disayangi[minolta x-300]...Gambar tidak menarik tetapi mata saya masih boleh menerimanya..bagaimana dengan anda?:D..ini cuma sebahagian...sebahagian yg lain...tidak elok..disebabkan oleh kesalahan-kesalahan yg saya telah lakukan antaranya ialah:-

1.Jangan gatal nk snap gambar air terjun kalo tk guna tripod..gambar saya telah jadik gegar...bkn kerna saya kene parkinson..tetapi kerna kebodohan saya sendiri..

2. Sila mahirkan lagi shutter speed dan aperture kamu..bagaimana mesti kamu seimbangkannya[puas incik manusia seconhand tutor saya berkenaan dengan ini]disebabkan kedunguan saya...kesalahan masih dilakukan:)

3.Menembak..menembak dan menembak lagi...jgn biar camera kamu tuh berhabuk baru nk menembak yer...ituh adalah 1 pengajaran yg saya dapat daripada outing ini...melihat mereka yg otai2 ini...saya mula bersemangat mahu menembak:D...Terima kasih pada mereka...

Ini roll yg pertama...ader lagi 2 roll yg akan saya hantar utk di proses...Saya sgt enjoy..saya sgt suker...:)

i carry your heart...

5:44 PM Posted In Edit This 5 Comments »

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

 

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

 

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

 

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

 

- e. e. cummings ~

My heart melt everytime i read this poem...

Dia...

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Dia tenung, dia kenang dan dia impikan…

Kehidupan lebih baik..masa sudah suntuk…

Kebahagiaan dan kesedihan datang dan pergi…

Dia mahu hidup lebih tenang..dia mahu hidup lebih bahagia…

Pada Tuhan dia meminta.. pada Tuhan dia menyerah…

Aku mahu tenang..aku mahu bahagia…

Buangkan segala kesedihan..buangkan segala kesakitan…

Aku mahu hidup..sedikit masa lagi…

Datangkan aku kebahagiaan..ketenangan itu..

 

Siti Hajar Mad Isa

Seorang isteri..ibu..nenek dan moyang..

Penghidap barah payudara…

Masih berjuang untuk terus hidup…

Kampung Boy...

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Lat;Kampung Boy

Rasa-rasa anda kenal dengan imej di atas?..yer Kampung Boy ilustrasi dan cerita oleh Lat atau nama sebenarnya Mohammad Nor Khalid atau Datuk Mohd Nor Khalid...Kartunis yang paling disegani di Malaysia dan di luar negara:)..Di mana komiknya telah diterjemahkan ke-9 bahasa..yang terbaru ialah ke bahasa German...

Kampung Boy...sememangnya komik yang menjadi kegemaran aku sejak aku sekolah rendah sehingga sekarang...Pertama kali aku baca komik Lat nih mase mak aku bawak balik kalendar yang penuh dengan kartun Lat...kalendar tuh la aku bawak kemana-mana...Baca berulang2 kali dan tak pernah buat aku jemu...

Sekarang...aku memiliki komik 'Kampung Boy'edisi yang diterbitan pada tahun 1970an...
Sebenarnya ada 2..satu aku dah jual hanya dengan harga RM5.00..Satu yang tinggal ini aku akan simpan sebagai koleksi..mahu beli?:)



What do you want?

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view from memory house's window

What would you answer when somebody ask you the question of ‘what do you want?’

I will answer that ‘I want what I want’. How many of us want what we want... what we really want. Some of us or actually many of us will want what other people want us to want. I haven’t come to the question of what are we doing now. Are we doing what we want? Are we doing what other people want us to do? Is it really bad... the things what we want that we cannot do what we wanted to? Is what other people thinks good for us is really good for us to want and to do.

      Today I walked by a store and I had a glance of a shoe that I really had a crush on. Come on.. don’t tell me you had never been in this situation. Its not just a shoe, it’s a green shoe.. not very dark and not very light coloured. It’s a beautiful green coloured shoe. Feeling tempted.. I walk to the store.. to the rack and hold it for a while. I didn’t try the green shoe.. instead I tried the one next to it of the brown color of the same design cause in a blink, my mind is telling me my dark skin wont fit the green shoe. I have always had browns. A major portion of my stuffs in my closet are browns. It always fit me best. I had it on my foot.. and damn it looks good on me and it feels good to my skin. I had a smile on my lips.. I put it back on the rack, and I walk away. Of course I didn’t buy it.. its not the one that I’ve crushed on. That is a sample a minor incident that I have in my life or maybe in our life (if you ever experience of same meaning)that actually portray a major ‘me’.. a totally ‘you’ maybe. To summarize is actually I don’t wear what I want.. I wear what fits me best.

Shall I prolonged this example. A major example in my life. I had a crush with this guy. I kinda fancy him for everything him. His bad side.. his good.. whatever visible of him to me. This adoration discovered to be a two way and soon we end up having a relationship. I fancy him still during that time. But somehow we didn’t really fit each other. Wearing me, he looks bad. He even feels bad. And so they tell me. And so it really feels true; what they tell me with their words, in their looks. So I left him so that he could wear someone that looks and feels good with him. So what happens? He is the green shoe that I could have bought this evening... but I don’t.

What happens further in life?

Fairy tale: I will forget what I think that maybe looks bad on me. My heart is what matters. I will go back to the store and just buy the shoe I want. I should just try to do what I could and I actually for all this while could be the one that fits this guy. I could be the one he is comfortable to be with. And I live happily and satisfied.

Real life: I will forget what I think that maybe by wearing this green color looks bad on me. Oh for god sake just buy it! I will go back to the store and I saw this girl is trying the shoe on her foot. The brown one that I tried. And even the brown one looks crazy good on her, far better than mine in it. to compare with mine, it is probably with the much more lovely shape of foot she had, with the finer skin tone and really think the shoe should be praying for her to buy it before I did. My step halted; maybe what I did wasn’t so bad. What I left behind might be just right for the shoe or for him to be. Lets look on the bright side.. if I let them be.. I need’nt be so inferior myself. The shoe don’t speak visually that it looks good on me, it even looks much better on her. It looks better on someone else’s. The guy don’t defend me either.. sadly. Maybe I’m not worth defended. He looks much better with someone else. Fuck em! really.. what the heck.. lets go to another store and find myself a flip flop!     

If you find yourself this morning, this noon or this evening... whenever that time is. Wondering... what have you chose for yourself all this while? Has it been worthwhile or has it been what it should best be...

If you find yourself hard to answer...

I am asking you again... what would you do? Or at least.. what would you wanted to do (even if you don’t have the courage..)

what am I bluffing J

-ami's entry:)