Yeah really so damn slow...so i didn't get a chance to download movies...
Actually this is not the issue that i'm going to babbling about...Yesterday...while i'm in my store..arranging all the books nicely....suddenly came in one school student...hanging around while waiting for her mother to fetch her...i guess she got bored...looking around in my shop..she saw all the dusty books on the shelves...and started to asked questions...questions which involves so many whys..."why are you selling the books here?"..."no one will know this shop"..."no one will know what you are doing"..what?you teach tuition and only have 20 students?".. "Are you going to survive?" ....all the questions made me realized....is it so bad to live in a small town selling secondhand books...and teaching tuition classes?...some people...ignorant people may think its useless... I've heard a lot of advice...telling me..find another job...better job so that you got more money...fix money every month...even the girl think i should do that..."go to KL find a job...everything there...you can get a lot of money selling books there"...Thats what they are saying including the girl...When every time all the questions shoots I've always wanted to tell them this....
"I'm from KL...I've been living in KL for more than 20 years...I'd worked in KL...but you want to know the truth... i never like KL" Its the truth...I'm not lying or defending myself from all the questions...but it came from my heart...I love what I'm doing now...most importantly I love where I am now...What I want..its all here...peaceful...being around with all the people that i love...everything seems nice...To trade what I've got now to KL? definitely i will say no...I never dream to have this life...but I'm glad to have it now...call me conventional I don't mind...Did I felt offended with all the questions? Definitely not...I've been living with it for about 4 years now...so kind of dah tepu:D...This is what i chose..I'm going to stick with it...'until death do us apart' <--- not appropriate but the only quote that I can think about now:D...have a nice life people...